saturday was super retarded.

T_T

go xanga.com/tastebuddy to see why.

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well anyway i thought i oughtta say. miracles DO happen xD thank GOD they do, really really thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU. xD so yeah freaking out over art again, @#£$%^&* drawing and painting test with accompanying @#£$%^&* prepwork which takes so long to do, if i still had my perfectionist habits i'd still be doing last year's drawing and painting exam prepwork now. much less THIS round of prepwork. spent saturday and sunday convincing myself (while doing the prepwork la!) that it's okay don't panic you already lost enough years of your life worrying and staying up to miss maldives going underwater permanently. but, i tell myself, on monday i have dance until 5 and heaven knows it's NOT going to end at five, it never does, by the time i'm done packing my bag and got my ass home it's going to be effing SEVEN and what superhuman finishes prepwork starting from seven?! oh jaime liew, did you forget about the chinese ci yu test on tuesday, yeah you know THOSE ci yu tests where you study the textbook like the Bible, use your intuition and paranoia to highlight every single word you think may come out and memorise it? those?

there've been times where i needed a miracle before. i added another one to the list just by trying to get through Megadeath Monday. been through frenzied despair before but it hasn't helped with learning how to bear with it and somehow lately i just can't bring myself to stay up the whole night anymore. stupid human with stupid human problems but ARGH, it's doesn't make it any less painful to get through it. T_T

so YES! can you BELIEVE it - a total miracle - xie tian xie di -

there.
was.
no.
dance.

cancelled. zaki not coming. i could've cried for relief 'cept for the fact that my juniors were the ones bringing the tidings of great joy and i sure wasn't going to disgrace myself in front of them ^^ said a cynical "hallelujah." but @#£$%^&*! i REALLY meant it. could i have survived without that man. without my dear Father's help. /could i survive without air, or food, or yakult? - no i'm just kidding. how can our need for him be compared to yakult cravings. i know i'm not really a good christian or anything but when you get this crystal clear message that God cares for you how can you not just feel like jumping into the air singing "better than life"? xD

awesome stuff man.

haha you know i was going to complain about st lukes and how it's killing us softly and all (hey we can do that as a guest item! howcool) but HELL, st lukes ain't getting me down now. if my God is for me, then who can be against me?

xD

/i've been a little piece of s**t lately. a total girl. so i'm really really sorry everyone i'm trying to stick to my guy side and be nicer and all. i really can't handle it when my friends are depressed, i don't KNOW how to comfort them or anything and that sucks because my friends gave a whole lot to me so i'm really really really sorry it's Guy Jaime coming up. i think. i hope./

WELL anyway!

during those three hellish hours in which we desperately slogged away trying to work something out of tubes of chunky acrylic paint, i thought of something that just might benefit the world xD

how to make life easier for your drawing and painting test/exam!
1. in your artist research, ALWAYS reference impressionist painters.
2. for your background, always draw a sky. rub in a bit of white here and there to create the vague impression of clouds.
3. when in doubt, use grey.
4. when at wit's end, mix whatever colours you have on your palette, add water, splash.
5. always ALWAYS remember, sexyback not sexyfront. (the front means you gotta paint the face. this more or less always ends up with you in tears and your uniform in paint.)
6. specifically for MG art peeps, IGNORE mr ong at all costs. unless it's about extending your time. otherwise any scrooge or smidgen of attention you pay to him will cause your artistic brainwaves to be severely disturbed.
7. after you've given up on impressionism and torn half your hair out, it's time to switch to expressionism.

GOOD LUCK!

oh and just for the record, i could LOOK at lee joon ki forever but i'd much rather physically BE with eeteuk. i love both very very much. i do not love them such that i'd fly all the way to korea to take a bullet for them. frankly i'd much rather take my crush out to coffee bean ^^ (for those in the know. ;] )

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!

for those whom i couldn't give oranges to cuz i ran out, come to my house after your st lukes visit (it's a stone's throw away!) for a orange orgy!

what was the last thing the PE teacher said before she died?
"return the javelins to me!"

-pick up lines-

Q: is your dad a terrorist?
A: no. why?
Q: cuz YOU DA BOMB.

Q: d'you like prunes?
A: no.
Q: how 'bout a DATE?

Q: is your name jenny? (example only)
A: yes.
Q: can i call you jenny?
A: yes.
Q: SEVEN O'CLOCK, yeah?

okay okay GO ENJOY WHATEVER HOLIDAYS YOU HAVE.
CYA! (:

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