okay, because it's nighttime and i do have a certain amount of consideration and love for my HDB neighbours, i shall yell it here.
NO I DON'T HAVE effing CABLE!!!!!!!
stop asking! D:

so, mel calls me.
"HEY DO YOU HAVE CABLE?!" (- and i hold the phone a little way from my ear.)
"uh no why?"
"HUH YOU DON'T HAVE CABLE?!?!?!" (i wince a bit but i keep my expression calm so my mom sitting behind me doesn't catch on - just a good habit that prolongs my life a bit here and there)
"no i don't - hello, hello?"
"zzxxxzzzzzkbszzxxBIG BANG IS ON KBS NOW!!" *laughlaugh* "okay nevermind-"
"WHAT THE HELL NO I DON'T HAVE CABLE SO STOP TELLING ME!!!"
"haha okay sorry sorry"
*beep*

grr.

30 seconds later-
"hey shifu big bang is on kbs now! do you have cable?"
i keep my voice and vice down just enough to ask
"... is mel with you?"
"uh no but she just called me (i imagine an "xD" on sann's face now so let's add it in) xD she called you?"
i put on my best "T_T" voice, take a deep breath and go
"YEAH SHE DID and NO I DON'T HAVE CABLE put down the phone now!"

royal T_T

i'm sorry big bang ;_; but i'll catch you on youtube, yaksok isseo~

xD

i haven't gone to youtube of my own will for like ONE WEEK xDxDxD ('my own will' is added here because i have friends who keep sending me youtube links) IN FACT! i haven't actually SEEN big bang moving for... one week. D: 최송합니다! 종말 보고싶다~

yeahhh~ today i got a korean newspaper xD A REAL KOREAN NEWSPAPER! :D:D:D called hannah press and it's got cool glossy paper and lots of news about singapore and malaysia and indonesia; YES ALL IN MY BELOVED HANGUK xD and i got it for FREE in none other than my own beloved SOL MART IN WEST MALL xD it is my new shrine. (my old one was comics connection) and i brought it home and put it on my bed after reading the first few lines and then when i floomped back into bed for a nap my bed smelt of freshly pressed glossy paper and it was
bliss. (;

aiish but ;_; notwithstanding the smell and everything
i miss my dog
;_;
and i'm doing all these things out of habit, like when i feel something tickling my leg i reach down and grab it and i discover it's just my overly-long hair, or when i go skipping home i smile at everybody in that my-life-is-awesomer-than-yours-so-i'm-just-sharing-0.1%-of-the-joy-by-smiling-at-you way, and then i realize that i can't really do that because i don't have my dog at home anymore and my life is so not awesomer than anybody else's. or like at night i switch off all the lights and i walk across the vast expanse of living room to my room in the dark, and then i look back like i normally do to the kitchen where my dog is caged in (there's a small kitchen gate) for the night and i see the gate open and the kitchen is black black black and there isn't any snout snuffling about the gate or any pitiful whining to be heard. = /

yeesh. so okay i'm a really bad dog owner but hey i still love my dog and I WANT IT BACK HOME. get well soon!

ANYWAY
- oh yeah PEOPLE TELL ME YOUR ADDRESSES if you want a christmas card xD hmm i may not have time to draw a wholeeee lot so i'm praying that not a lot of people see this so that not a lot of people get let down but FIRST 5 PEOPLE TO TELL ME THEIR ADDRESS (through sms, tag - though not encouraged - or email ^^) WILL GET A SPECIAL CUSTOMIZED CHRISTMAS GREETING xD

OH SPEAKING OF CHRISTMAS
come to my church for christmas! 24th december, 7.30p.m. at clementi bible centre, which is our public name displayed outside on the wall but actually we're secretly known as mount carmel bible presbyt-adlfajdazeesh church, and we're having a worship-cum-celebration service on this special christmas eve and the youth will be GREATLY INVOLVED! :D:D including a spot of choreography by yours truly, but i hope that isn't the reason why you'll come. EVERYONE IS INVITED if you've got nothing to do and you intend to spend your christmas eve sitting at home darning socks or watching coffee prince like i told you to do, then go boil your head AND COME TO OUR CHURCH because socks can wait and coffee prince needs to be watched with a clear conscience, which you so totally won't have after i show you my hurt expression that you MISSED OUR CHRISTMAS SERVICE. hahahahaha come yeah! (:

hohum. i'm getting the strangest feeling recently... hmm heck i'll expound on it another time. ANYWAY PEOPLE THIS YEAR really really really really jintcha chongmal zo-ou feels like a special year; the end of Os, the beginning of jc, this and that and everything i'm sure you know your own significant turning points SO I STRONGLY BELIEVE you should really, really really all go and enjoy this holiday xD smile lots, laugh more, don't make your parents angry, love your doggy, listen to music, stare at the sky, moonshine loads, do all the things you always wanted to do breathe deeply and DRINK YOUR YAKULT.

i'm going off to japan in two days' time! EXCITED EXCITED xD if i don't come back in one piece, my comics collection is up for grabs and so are my stuffed toys - but remember this goes to the highest bid! - of love <3 xD and i'm very attached to all my things (part of the reason why my room is so messy) so MANI SARANGHAEJUSEYO; don't anyhow abuse! - if i DO come back in one piece, SEE YOU GUYS and i'll trryyyy to bring back something but that's not a guarantee because right now i'm rock bottom broke. courtesy of my spanking new boots and fluffy watercolours with which imma draw your cards. xD

sooooo
ANNYEONG! (:
<3~

COFFEE PRINCE IS AMAZINGG xD
jintcha chohayo! yah~

i'm going to pick up my korean again xD

yeahhhh hahahahahaha i feel so absolutely stuffed with sweet stuff right now i'm not even going to start complaining about how my dog became sick and started diarrhoea-ing and vomiting all over the place and how i still, against my better judgement - given that i'd already cleaned up five bloody stinking (i'm not cursing 'right these adjectives are meant to be used here in the very real, literal, olfactorarily-invasive sense) diarrhoea spots plus one vomit patch in the unearthly hours of the morning - had to walk the pitiable ball of fur, and had all my worst fears justified when she squelched out a whole train of brown sticky goo on the pavement; not the pick-up kind but the scrape-off-the-floor-with-the-whole-neighbourhood-of-bukit-batok-watching-and-shaking-their-heads-or-holding-their-noses kind, oh and did i mention how the lift broke down, and how i live on the sixteenth floor, which equated to picking up my poor doggy by her poor stinking matted butt (because no one but i in my family cares to wipe her butt properly after her business and even my concerted efforts have no effect on her monstrously copious fur), and carrying her down sixteen floors and up sixteen floors after that again without breakfast and how i painted the walls of the stairwell rainbow what with my colourful orations up and down, and how my fingers smelt of blood and poo for the whole morning?

yup so you won't hear a word about that, promise. oh in case anyone's interested, skippydoo is now reclining (happier than she would be here i hope) at the vet. whew for a few days PLEASE TO LET HER GET BETTER ahh jintcha shireo skippydoo bogoshipda~

yaa~ i'm going to japan in a few days' time! xD going to start my belated jap education TOMORROW periodperiodperiodperiodperiod hahahahaha aiish life is awesome. ^^

OH EVERYONE - come to my church for christmas! :D 24th december 7.30p.m. at clementi bible centre, secretly known as mount carmel bible presbyta-te-whatever church for worship and celebration :D:D:D:D:D:D

mm cheoneun kaseyo~
<3!

yeah totally my way of emo-ing. but it's that kind of mood where all you can do is sit and think and soak yourself in vast imaginary landscapes and drown in trance music and feel noob about life. aiish okay before i risk pouring out my whole sodding life story in a freaking PUBLIC PLACE - which is akin to peeing in a shopping mall - i'm going off right now.

and no big bang can't help me here. although i still love them. i think i always will. (:

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