Tuesday, March 10, 2009
okay so i haven't blogged for like the loooooooooooooooooooooooongest time, and i doubt anyone will read this BUT Y'KNOW WHAT i'm just going to tell a small fraction of my life here, the epic emo bit, because that way it sounds cooler to me and i'd know how to handle it better.
well. *clears throat, painfully* SO, i suppose the first big thing that's happened in my life since the beginning of school, i mean the first
big bad thing, because that's all we bloggers write about right? - is the event of the sexiest voice i think i've ever had the (mis)fortune to accomodate.honestly. i hurl @#£$%^&* at those indiscriminate sick people in school, think the whole world around you got *toot* chuck norris-esque immune system is it! i think my throat's got a
blueblack fom all the coughing i been doing. aaaaaaaaaaaaand the 39 degree fever wasn't
too appreciated, no matter how much i love you guys and how much i love you guys trying to spread some love. BUT LIKE MY MUDDER SAID,
some things don't need to share okay. on top of that, my voice is now so screwed up i can verbally floor even the lustiest bassiest guy voice in my school. this creates more than a few problems, one of which being that my lame jokes now sound even lamer because they don't have the saving grace of my naturally endearing DJ-quality dulcet tones to smooth over doh moments. T_T ALSO, i cannot sing along to my big bang songs EXCEPT FOR TOP'S PART, because his voice is like naturally husky and sexily screwed up, right? but top's part is ALWAYS rap and i don't get as much satisfaction from top's rap as GD's rap bit, and i DEFINITELY cannot hit taeyang's note. T_T pissed.the worst part is, the voice doesn't go with the hair.for those not in the know, i now plait my hair diagonally across the back of my head and it ends up in the wackiest ponytail at the side of my head. (i have fun changing sides now and then and seeing who notices. ^^) now THIS sort of hair needs, you know, a sort of, like,
hyper and
fun style to pull it off?
kinda hard to be hyper and fun when your voice is trying to be a hitler all by itself, conquering the world with grave and gravelly and completely un-my-hair tones. T_T so you ask, why indulge my hair so much? why configure my entire character according to that lump of black fluff, albeit long fluff, residing on the top of my brains? well i'm telling you now, my hair is directly related to my self-esteem.(: right so now i've paid my respects to my hair and thorax and all, i can now say extremely loudly and exuberantly -
hooray i saw av and sarah and aud and spent a/an *insert expletive* good time with them and eu-sshi on monday! :D:D:D:D:D and, i saw my son shil for like THREE TIMES last week! :D:D:D:D:D and, i just want to say again, I LOVE MY SCHOOL. and my class. to bits and pieces. i just wish i could do more for them. and. i love all my OTHER CRAZILY AWESOME FRIENDS outside my class that make my life so dang worth living. my ex-mg fellows, my coolest OG doodes, random awesome acquaintances in other classes, my art class, and C.O.L.O.U.R.S., the most unlikely gang ever xD and of course, my acapella group. hahahaha a bit <3 to you all. (:honestly, if my life didn't have all those extra emo stuff, i'd dedicate my blog to talking about how awesome these guys are. okay i suppose the downs make the ups higher. but the good bits by themselves ace life, unsupported.
sooooooooo.
hmm.
i suppose i should just say, since i have resolved not to be a shady annoyingly closed-up character -
liana if you read this i think i needa talk to you. honestly if you not happy with anything i did, doing what you're doing now is not going to help anything besides sour up acsi. at the rate you're going now the paint is going to start peeling off the walls, and the IB block is pretty new so we don't really want that. i could do with telling
you some stuff
i'm not really happy about, and then we can break off as peaceful acquaintances. k?
(:
to everyone out there, HWAITING FOR LIFE. (((((((((((: love you guys long time, and remember GOD LOVES YOU INFINITY TIMES MORE. xD see you around! :D
<3 jaime
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