excretrrasss. (say ex-skrrrrrr[think a Harley Davidson revving up)ee-trrr(ditto)ahzzz.)

That's my new phony Spanishy-pro-sounding cussword for s**t, or, more generally, anything to do with d**n, h**l, and basically @#£$%^&*. Feel the satisfying vroom-vrrooom of your tongue rolling up in novel and equisite manners as you swear with a flourish!

(Of course I'm not really going to use it. As i've stressed, in a fast-paced society, there ain't no time for fancy verbal executions. It's just a back-up plan for when Ahmah [not her real name] goes all saintly and tells me off for saying all those poor discriminated-against English words. Basically, it's in the same league as damnation and faecesco.)

But really, this isn't a new topic, is it? We ostracize uncouth members of the society who say what they want to say in the simplest manner possible, in the most direct manner as possible. And yet we allow the "upstairs" to say exactly the same things, and we even nod sanctimoniously along with them. We may even raise a finger to make a delicate point of concurrence, raising a small intellectual discussion and everyone leaves the debate feeling satisfied and distinctly civilised. The only difference is that the "upstairs" speak in honeyed, perfectly coiffed tones (okay, this doesn't really apply in Singapore but all the same T_T) while "the others" rap out their opinions in grating voices. It's not even a matter of the ability of articulation. In fact, which is easier to understand: "I must express my complete and utter disconsolation and disturbance of heart at... am emotionally, spiritually, mentally, physically and grammatically affected by... in general... there i must reiterate that... I am most displeased." Compare this to "I think it sucks. Bad." Where have we time to spare for big words in an increasingly fast-paced society?

Education, civilisation, meritocracy? A regard for all opinions by anyone and everyone?

How disgusting.

/damn. i feel like a total idiot. everytime i spend more time with her it's like i'm wasting my time and worse, hers. like what the hell? since when did i develop such a repulsive inferiority complex? if i can't even respect myself, how do i expect others to return me the regard i have for them? and i was so stupid as to think i could be any better than what she already has. i. am. a. total. damn. idiot. and i'm like an addict. i can't stop doing what i'm doing, acting like a complete and useless fool. can't even bring joy to the person i want most to bring joy to.

this is such a waste of time.
i'm not going to spend any more on this. time, energy, money, even EMOTION, like what the hell? since when did i become so freaking emo?/

ANYWAY. shall not think about that anymore. sometimes i need to remind myself i'm only human. but then ARGH! why are humans such weak useless creatures?!?!?!?!?! - well i guess that does put the fun in life. -but one thing i know is i am NOT having fun right now. T_T

*switch*

We. Thrashed. Chinese High.
hahahahahahahaAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHha.ha.ha. really got to hand it to them. Claire Tan, Melissay Tay and Charleen Wong. Oh yeah and Lala and um, 2G girl? Patricia?

Thanks for the totally jubilant afternoon.

AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Mmm I am going to contradict myself now. In a debate, language does matter. (But only in a debate, because you need to have enough vocabulary to talk for 6min and try to confuse your opponents. Well, what can I say? Debate is a high-class sport.) BUT SERIOUSLY! Listen to the CH boys and if you weren't from MG, you'd have squirmed in your seat for them. I shan't give examples here in case I'm brought to court for causing interschool disharmony or something.

But good job la, Chinese High guys. It was a good fight with three sexy hot females against whom you knew you could never win.

MG GETS THE NORTH WEST CHAMPIONSHIP FOR THE SIXTH YEAR RUNNING!

Oh yeah, and congrats to buddy for finally(!) achieving a non-holey dentist trip! (For those who know/can figure out what I'm talking about, CLAP!)

Alright dearies, or whoever reads my blog at all, the Darkening Dawn must take her leave!

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